sometimes I wonder about my life. Not much has even changed in the past 6 years. Times are difficult. Jobs are hard to come by. people treat me like crap because I do not work currently. I do what I have to to earn my keep where it matters, which is at home.That's all I care about. Taking care of my family how I can, and making my boyfriend happy because he means the world to me, I hope we continue to be as happy as we are, even during the rough patches, so we can have a great life together. So, I guess things have changed, but I still feel like I'm not going anywhere. But this world certainly is not going anywhere either. maybe everything is at a stand still. Are we going anywhere? Are we progressing? regressing? Digressing? What is even going on anymore? Why is it that people who generally try to be genuine to others and make people happy in life are the ones struggling. Why is that? While the other half lives wonderfully while they treat others like dirt. I have no clue. sometimes i really wonder why we are dealt the hands we are in this game of Texas Hold "Em LIFE EDITION. It's just inane to think that there are people out there who have gone to school for 2-4 maybe even 6+ years...and have nothing to show for it but a pocket full of debt. I went to college briefly. The debt from that is ridiculous. Now think about the people who go for that many years and end up and working at the local movie theater for a measly 8 bucks. Why? because frankly, this world has turned to shit. Everyone knows it. I wish there was something I could do, but everyone else has fucked it up beyond repair. I know I am rambling now, but sometimes you just have to get shit out. That's what this freaking blog is about in the first place. Long story short....the world has drastically changed...yet everyone in it stuck in the same spot..... it makes me wonder where I am going to be in ten years? Are we even going to be here? Who knows? I am not even sure if I care.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Contemplation (follow up to reminiscent moment)
sometimes I wonder about my life. Not much has even changed in the past 6 years. Times are difficult. Jobs are hard to come by. people treat me like crap because I do not work currently. I do what I have to to earn my keep where it matters, which is at home.That's all I care about. Taking care of my family how I can, and making my boyfriend happy because he means the world to me, I hope we continue to be as happy as we are, even during the rough patches, so we can have a great life together. So, I guess things have changed, but I still feel like I'm not going anywhere. But this world certainly is not going anywhere either. maybe everything is at a stand still. Are we going anywhere? Are we progressing? regressing? Digressing? What is even going on anymore? Why is it that people who generally try to be genuine to others and make people happy in life are the ones struggling. Why is that? While the other half lives wonderfully while they treat others like dirt. I have no clue. sometimes i really wonder why we are dealt the hands we are in this game of Texas Hold "Em LIFE EDITION. It's just inane to think that there are people out there who have gone to school for 2-4 maybe even 6+ years...and have nothing to show for it but a pocket full of debt. I went to college briefly. The debt from that is ridiculous. Now think about the people who go for that many years and end up and working at the local movie theater for a measly 8 bucks. Why? because frankly, this world has turned to shit. Everyone knows it. I wish there was something I could do, but everyone else has fucked it up beyond repair. I know I am rambling now, but sometimes you just have to get shit out. That's what this freaking blog is about in the first place. Long story short....the world has drastically changed...yet everyone in it stuck in the same spot..... it makes me wonder where I am going to be in ten years? Are we even going to be here? Who knows? I am not even sure if I care.
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